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I've been feeling like crap lately... and that's an understatement. The thing that sux is that i'm not at liberty to say why in this forum. My *other* journal is seeing a lot of action these days... a lot more than i'm getting, but i digress. So yeah, i'm feeling pretty crappy. I'm ready for the next step in my life, but i'm scared to see how i will react to it. I keep my sanity by reminding myself that i can handle any situation in which i find myself and that makes the load a little easier to bear.

i am able to say that i feel that i will be losing a few really close friends soon... i am going thru the process of looking around and getting rid of the dead weight... what happens if afterwards there's no one left?