Come and Get Me

I feel damn near invincible these days. Not like I'mma go out and talk shit to strangers, but i feel like i'm on the right path and headed in the right direction. I have been doing some thinking on my upcoming move and i realized that i have only truly lived on my own ONCE in my life, and that lasted for about 3 months. I was worried about how i'd deal with it but i think i'll be ok. i'll have my babies there with me and i'm sure that my support group that i have been blessed with will play a major role.

I leave for Detroit in about 41 hours. I have mixed feelings about the trip. On the one hand i'm looking forward to meeting new people and seeing a new place but i mean.. it's detroit :-/

I will have the chance to catch and NBA playoff game so that'll be hot (good thinking Natey) but there are so many unknowns that i don't really know what else to feel.

Trying Times
I was trying to figure out how to split my news between my two blogs. Today has been a difficult day at best... kinda. I woke up to find my car window smashed. Nothing was taken (thank God) but it's still a huge inconvenience to miss two days of work.

On the bright side however, i found out that i will be going to American in the Fall. I'm very happy about that right there. Tomorrow i put in my app for this apt and hopefully that'll go thru. If all goes well, i'll be going shopping for house stuff in early June.

So that's my life in a nutshell. I'm upset that i won't be leaving the area, but it'll be nice to be doing something different. And the (slight) possiblity of starting at 125k in 3 yrs isn't bad either.

PSA #3
Puffin out your chest at a female (regardless of the fact that you like to call me names such as bitch, punk ass nigga, etc) doesn't make you a man.

PSA #2

If you are going to light candles in your bedroom, please have the sense to blow them out before leaving the house unless you have the money to pay for the possible damages caused by fire.

PSA

If you are going to take my $8 bottle of hand soap from my bathroom, in my room, without asking to be used by you and your guest who doesn't have the decency to acknowledge me in my house, please put it back before i find out.

Reality Bites

When i decided to break up with Brooks i knew that it would probably be the hardest thing i ever did. Last night proved me absolutely correct. How do you tell someone that they're wonderful but just not right for you at this point in your life.

Looking back i realized that i have NEVER ended a relationship in my life. I've run away from some and i've encouraged ppl to break up with me, but i've never come out and said, "it's over". I guess at 28 it's about time. I realized all that i was giving up and it hurt like hell but i also knew that for the sake of all parties involved it was best.

Monday

I am now paranoid and afraid to be alone in my house... Since the "bird incident" I have become extremely jumpy... i will swear that there are at least two more birds somewhere in my house, hiding out. They only make noise when i am alone, and i am 95% sure they will attack at some point while i am asleep. BASTARDS!!!

I had a fairly uneventful weekend. I went to see my parents, twisted my hair and sat around feeling sick... gooo Monica!

Ok that's it for now.